Missing you

Still. Again. Always.

I remind myself that I miss so much because I had so much in the first place and for that I'm blessed.

Don't feel blessed today though. Feel lost and lonely and missing YOU and all you were. I am disheartened by how little it takes to unbalance me.

I'm sure it will pass.

My thoughts dwell on those in Indonesia, facing yet another monumental disaster. I am humbled that anyone can stay standing after all they deal with. And reminded how fortunate I am.

I pray for them all.